do we get another chance.. i sure hope we do. i have failed miserably..
is it too late to take the chance... i hope not..

why can't i begin...
i have stopped living completely
 disconnected from my soul

it shouldn't be this way... but that's the way it feels..
i am just a humble being... with no real knowledge of my existence
what seems so trivial.. could mean everything
how do we know? ..we don't...
so when i say that 'she is the one who can save me'
..it just might be true..
god... i hope it's true..

Very deep implications here...I think we all feel disconnected about life sometimes; it's part of the human condition. However, it really is our own responsibility to save ourselves/make ourselves happy... Regardless, you have a good composition started here, because this is a topic everyone can relate to. Is this a rough draft or are you going to develop your thoughts further?